Joel Jonas Tan Ngee.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009

Bah.

I can't get down to do my math.
I don't know why.
I don't think I'm deprived of relaxation or anything,
I'm feeling relaxed and stuff.
I'm not exactly worried,
except maybe worried because I'm not worried.
I'm missing something,
I think I know what it is,
I'm sure of it.
I can't possibly be mistaken,
I'm a 100% sure.

I'm missing GOD.

God's anywhere, anytime,
believe or not.
But I guess maybe I've been too caught up with everything else,
that I forgot to spend that little part of my life,
that God requests.

Slowly as time passes,
the habit of saying a prayer before bed has faded.
More than ever,
I find myself waking up not knowing I've fallen asleep,
(..and sometimes the facedesk explains it all.)
And after I've come to realised I've fallen asleep unintentionally the previous night,
I don't make up for what I've missed,
that little time with God,
and move on with my day.

I want to go for Amp!
It's been ages since i went D=
But anyway,
YI's coming soon,
and I've been waiting for it since last year.
"Excited" would be the term to define it,
but i'm really looking forward to it =)

Well then.
Library from morning to evening.
Then VS concert after that.
Might be dropping by June camp over the weekend too,
see how it goes =/


Well, I'm off.
A.S.A.P.
ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

Nights & God Bless =)
Joel.