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Thursday, October 30, 2008

There is just so much one person can do.

Don't break down, cause you're still young.

.. Class today was really frustrating.

Never sighed so much at one go before.

My chest just kept feeling heavier and heavier,

and at the end of Mother Tongue lesson today,

I had a very heavy heart.

What rights do student have to claim a teacher is actually bad?

What rights do students have to choose and select a teacher of their choice?

Studying,

is all about the attitude,

and it's all about yourself.

And today was disappointing as well.

Cause it has led me to the conclusion and decision that there won't be a class chalet.

There won't even be a Barbeque or whatever Christmas party i was thinking of.

I guess no one has the intention of having a bonded class.

Probably, next year we'll all just graduate and be done with secondary school.

Don't know why.

Feeling kind of vexed.

one thing to note and to be down to earth :

I really hate bitches

It really disgusts me how they behave.

Twist and turn, morph and change.

..And act so justified right in front of others.

They also change people into someone they not really are.

Some times i really just can't stand it.

But i guess people change,

and things change as well.

..For the better.

At the end of today,

things started out to shape for the better.

Somehow, when you encourage others,

you tend to feel encouraged and motivated as well.

At least i did.

Today wasn't the best day of my life.

Tomorrow will be a much better day.

Let's continue to look bright.

I'm learning to fall,

I can't hardly breathe.

When i'm going down don't worry about me.

It's what you don't see.

Joel.

This is Me. 5:08 PM