Joel Jonas Tan Ngee.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

Well today started off pretty badly,
Early in the morning.
Woke up thinking i wouldn't be able to pull through the day.

Went to school for a meeting at around 8.
Would like to thank Sir Adam so much,
for the music box, the kind with the gentle tingling sound,
with an electric guitar on top of it,(instead of the usual Ballerina)
I really love it!
And would also like to wish SIR ADAM,
a Happy Belated Birthday!

Received a ZeroX spectacle box from Royce as well,
a really cool black design with a sketch on the cover.
I really needed another casing for my spectacles,
cause my old one was really worn down.
It was already great to receive a gift,
but it's really too much to give another one.
Thanks alot Loyce! Really appreciate it.

I hope Symposium meeting went well today,
cause i had to go off to church for the Youth Day Event.

The youth day event was a great overall.
But i didn't really enjoy the starting workshop,
was kind tired and had trouble getting through the first part.
But one very intruging thing that occured to me,
we were supposed to ask questions in a group,
and one disturbing thing is that,
People look at me and think i have an "Ex" and or i "fling-fling".
Amazed.

After the workshop was over and all,
we moved to Toa Payoh sports hall for the actual thing.
Managed to get some rest on the bus so i was a bit more engergised.

***
Well now adays, i feel so lost.
And most of the time, if you don't see me showing it, scared.
I'm afraid of the people around me, i'm afraid of what people are capable of.
Slowly, my faith in people, and trust kind of died down to a very low stage.
The past few months have been crazy for me.
Like a series of major unfortunate events,
..That's left me broken and torn.

Well i felt the holy spirit come into me today.
It felt good, and i don't know why i felt comforted, and relief.
Like someone had always been there protecting me,
I just needed to call out to that someone.
..And pray.

I was singing.
The words didn't come out from my mouth,
it came out right through me.
The last time i actually saw lyrics to that song,
was last year.
But somehow, i managed to recall almost everything.

It's a really special feeling,
when you feel the holy spirit come into you.
Somehow tears would just flow,
not because you're sad, you're angry, or you're happy,
but because you're touched.

It's faith that keeps us going.
It's hope that gives us strength.
It's through prayer we understand.
It's love that keeps us together.

It feels good, to just let go of everything like that,
and to feel and know that someone's there for you.

People may talk about you.
They may curse behind your back.
They may dislike, or hate you.
But if you just have that special someone,
and that special something,

you'll feel that everything, may simply be nothing.
Thank you so much.
***
After that, took a bus ride home.
Was a pretty long one, but was entertaining.
how can "Bu Yao La Wo De Tou Fa(Don't pull my hair[chinese])"
Sound like "panda waterfall"?
Amazing.

To end the day off,
was to have supper with Christopher, Raphael and his sister.

What another day, today has been.