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Friday, August 29, 2008

Step by step,

heart to heart,

left right left,

we all are

..like toy soldiers

Cause that's what everyone says.

It's easier that way.

Don't you Agree?

Well ofcourse you do.

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Thanks (Stuart/Justin/TengYong) little band, for giving me a chance on stage.

Stuart, Justin, Siewbeng, they all rock.

Without a single rehearsal, i thought it was great.

Thanks to both Beverley and Gilbert Especially,

The very special people,

Who are the true rockers.

Also, Thanks to the Teacher's Day Committee, media and the other performers,

though there were slight hiccups,

they managed to bring out the school spirit, with the effort they put in.

It was all good.

Grateful to all who encouraged gave rock-on comments,

they are the people who make it fun for stuff like this.

And the ones who give me the urge to do it again

just for them.

...Imagine practicing 8hours a day!

wouldn't that be great?

Happy Teachers Day.

Cheers

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Went back to my primary school for a short while today.

Met my teachers, felt happy to be able to see them.

And all of them still remember me.

Many of my classmates no longer came back already,

There were only a few.

And they're first reaction when they saw me was,

..kinda suprising.

Cause they were saying something like i've become so thin,

and they actually thought i was working out, rofl.

After that, they're next reaction was kinda expected.

Grateful to my primary school teachers,

primary school is my foundation,

without it, without them i wouldn't be me.

I Thank them sincerely.

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When i first saw that,

that statement, that sentence that was written.

i first thought it will be my fault for it to be as such.

Perhaps it will be, it is going to be that way.

Like what another statement was made about things like this.

But tell me,

Who's the one to blame.

Definitely me.

But than you just have to look for a moment,

Words that are deemed to be wise can be spoken from the mouth,

but no effect or outcome whatsoever comes out from it.

Someone first told me they were strong,

That they would be the ones,

to do all good,

but that would only be together.

I don't deny,

it is, i can assure, a fact.

But notice the very last word of it.

It's "together", not alone.

There's a big difference if you still can't see it.

Questionable,

undoubtedly, how things are carried out.

Tradition past the present and the future.

Where is this command, where is this control.

Where is this respect, what is all this neglecting?

Don't See with your eyes,

look while closing your eyes,

observe with your mind.

There's a difference between,

looking carefree, and being carefree.

There's a difference between,

looking responsible and being responsible.

There's a difference between,

looking busy and being busy

The cover's not quite like the book.

So here's a million dollar question,

Who do you think it should be than.

If you claim it should be as such,

have you not seen what has been of it?

With one simple example and inference?

Can you give the assurance,

That with that feeling which is thrusted upon,

that all will be good,

that all will be great?

Look at them,

what kind of monsters are they.

They bring up my hopes,

i thought there was such thing as hope.

I thought maybe something interesting would happen,

i thought Something would happen.

I guess not,

They're all the same.

They can' be trusted.

He can not be trusted,

he promised.

Promised.

Drifting further and further away,

it's sailing no where.

Not even following any direction,

Not the sun, not the stars,

not even the ripples of the waves.

Just a complete standstill,

though somehow,

everything starts to get bigger and bigger.

Look what you've done; look what we've done;

Look what i done,

made a fool out of everyone.

A sigh with heavy burdens,

There's always a fool who plays it cool.

So when will we ever see?

Now even in 40 days time,

myself, can't even give the assurance.

I don't believe it will happen,

but how long can faith keep up.

Enough has been said.

I've left myself Ashamed.

Jo.

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