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Friday, August 15, 2008

No one told me,

The right way to go about this,

So i'll figure it out for myself.

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I hated yesterday.

Though i can understand where it's coming from,

i don't like bringing up the past.

Especially when you're not looking it in my shoes.

Nobody said it was easy,

Cant you see i'm trying my best?

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Tomorrow.

What a day it will be.

I need to be 3 places at once.

Two of this places i'm suppose to be at is of utmost importance.

One of which i have to make it no matter what,

if not i would have wasted the previous Saturday that had been used up.

The other important one is something i have to go as well,

i would try to be there, if it wasn't for stubborn compulsory place one that's taking up my ENTIRE day.

The least important place would be the place where i would want to go,

but i would choose not to go if i had the option.

My preparation work is one thing,

tomorrow itself will be another.

I hope i don't fall asleep while teaching tomorrow.

I can definately make it for MOI, I'm as confident as that.

It's whether i have the energy to,

plus my preparation work.

For now, what i need to focus on is to finish the procedure, outline, powerpoint & Handouts for tomorrow's meeting.

Target time to finish it : 0330AM

Wish me all the best.

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Oh, and today kinda sucked too.

The feeling of seating for a paper that's like in a total different language isn't all that nice.

The feeling of knowing that there is something that has to be done but that you'll have to rush it up isn't as good either.

At least Chinese Class is getting more interesting,

With Mr.Tang picking on my chinese,

which i don't object since it's a fact i need to face,

and i might improve this way.

Luckily i have a good chinese seating partner lol,

can't recognizes alot of the Chinese Characters.

Tell me why. Talk it out, and only then, will it get better.

I'm not feeling to happy about this myself can't you tell?

This is Me. 4:35 PM