Joel Jonas Tan Ngee.

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Fly like a butterfly, sting like a bee.

Raffles Model United Nations Conference..
There's going to be a mock debate tomorrow.
I'm the Re-butt-er.
So i'll do my best to argue against all the points,
(..if need be.)

At first i thought i was the delegate of south africa,
than i found out i was the delegate of Czech Republic,
and i turned into a Singaporean delegate.


Tomorrows voting day,
i've come to realise that it doesn't matter actually,
i can still do something regardless of anything.
I will take into mind what other's might thing,
but it's not going to affect my plan.

At least i have someone trustable to work with.
At least i have teammates to work with.
for the greater good.

"All that's necessary for the triumph of evil,
is that good men do nothing."
-Edmund burke


i found this from CL Bernie's blog and it's nonetheless true.



I need to get my priorities right now.
What's fumbling shall come to a stand still,
and i must have control over my time again.

What i have to do now,
is to clean up the mess i've made in the beginning half of the year.
My 5 month plan.
I'm probably behind of the race now,
but i can catch up and i'm quite sure of it.

"Even when i get into the top JCs in Singapore,
What makes me different from the rest?
They've all got the same L1R5, the same everything !
It's what i've achieved and what i've done in Secondary School,
the contributions i made and all i strived for.
i need..
to win competitions,
to participate in more activities,
do all i can help with."

..Reflecting.

Was it correct of me to do so?
Have i taken the wrong path?
This was my mindset i got for the first half of the year.
And yes, i have managed to join lots of things,
but i've sacrficed a small foundation of my study knowledge.

If i don't even get the Points i need,
i won't have anybody to compete with!
Certificates would just merely be paper.



I have to get control of everything now.


Ok, that's all.
Joel.


It's not easy to forget,
and it's ugly to remember.

Tough.