Joel Jonas Tan Ngee.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Helpess. In Doubt. Confused. Lost, Tired.


I havn't been updating alot, yeah i know.

..Things havn't been that great as well, though i've been through better.

And i remember those words cause the sore on my shoulder constantly reminds me.

It's like the world's turn upside down, ..has it not been?

No. Things have not been alright.

Things have not been going right.

And it seems like it's been forever..

since.

You can read between the lines.

It's hard desribing what's happening these days, cause sometimes it's better not known. I'm really tired now. Though i'm gonna start on my notes soon. The weather's going crazy these few days, no weeks. It's been happening quite alot already. Face it, the Earths changing and most of the big people out there don't care. High temperature, bright sun, heavy rain cold temperatures. My Minds logic is running dry, Cause i really don't know what to think anymore.

Just look at the state your in, you're minds not settled, your decision is not set, your target's not there, .. your heart is gone.

I've been having these weird dreams lately. Everythings all happening altogether, maybe you're right.


..but then you tell me it's all going to be ok.

don't sympathise with me, don't feel empathy don't feel sad.

but don't turn cold just stay the same, and change with the seasons.

cause thank you.

Soul.
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