Joel Jonas Tan Ngee.

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Okay, today was ok, fun , alright, than saddening.

Went to buy a gift for Gordon at Compass point with wesley and Gilbert. We bought a frog bobble head, looked alot like him with eyes wide apart and a long smile. Then, we proceeded to have lunch at long john. Was quite sad that there were very few people there. Next we took a bus to Ms sia's house. I actualyl pass by her block almost every thursday cause my tuitions at upp thomson. Her house was very nice, i played the wii, mahjong (i p-onged) alot, someone pls teach me, and blackjack. i didn't really gamble there. the highlight there was that adrian banged into a glass cause he thought there wasn't a glass there. Ms sia's house is nice and glassy, and it's beutiful with the plants and different animals around.

Next, went to my cuz place. I greeted everyone happy CNY but i didn't receive any angpaos, nvm i dont care. i gave out around $18 dollars to all my younger cousins. I was kinda sad at first but than i was happy lol. A time to get and a time to give! I cant believe they were so lucky though, maybe it was just me. One of my cousin who was primary three if i'm not wrong, got ban luk like 5times in a row. one who was primary 5 got 3 in a row. I only got once, than the rest i got were like difficult numbers, i.e, 6+10. I'm happy for them anyway lol.

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It was all fun at first, than i started to get sian. I seemed to have forgotten that one of my best ever cousin or friend, is going to ahbu dhabi tomorrow. I'm going to see him off, but i don't really know why i feel really sad. His dad's company sent him there for business and his dad would get like so much more pay and all the family's living financial stuffs will all be covered up, it's good right? i dunno, lol.

Let's see. His the cousin whom i first became best friends with. During kindergarden, we would go to school everyday until i went to primary one. Every weekend, i would go to his place ( cause my grandfather was there) and play with him power rangers. During holiday trips to resorts, he and i would always stick together. I still remebered we actualyl created a song or something on a bus to some hilltop resort or something like that when i was maybe primary 2 or 3? Than, we didn't really hang out that much. But we played lots of computer games together lol. When i was primary five or something, i had to study and i wasn't allowed to play on weekdays. (i won't play now as wel) I would always call him up to help me train my character. i still remember there was a time when i asked him to put the phone at the speaker so i would know how fast my attack speed is. Thinking back, i don't really think i helped him as much as he helped me, cause he never really did ask me to help him. I'm going to the airport to see him off tomorrow, the next time i might be seeing him is during the june holidays and that is still tentative. I'll be seeing him off tomorrow at 4am, his flight is early and i shall take a picture with him. I might not be seeing him for one year and i really hope he remembers me.

i'm not trying to be emo or any sort. I dunno why some people say i am. sheesh. I'm just feeling lost right now. i hope tomorrow comes slower rofl.
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I used to sing along to this song with him, used to be our favourite song, now he hates it, I still like it though,


We're looking up in the same night sky,

-Soul
May you never ever change..